musings

coiled around my stomach is a ball of anxiety and expectation...

expecting and anticipating amazing things to happen,

dreaming of things to come,

watching and wondering,

where is He?

will I see His work?

am I missing It?

and then the human-flesh-response of anxiousness...

emotion packed consumption,

question without answers,

blind faith and trust

i cannot have the holy without the human

i cannot have the joy without the sorrow

trust. obey.

watch. follow.

seek. find.

be.